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March 14, 2023 – I’ve been working on this one for a while. I keep opening it up, changing the date, saying something about the day, and then getting distracted for many days. I have three aging tech tools to help me do all the things, and I seem to be keeping life managed. This is how my life has been going. I’m not sure what to eat. I think my sense of taste was altered somewhere along the way. I cannot taste spicy and chocolate tastes like waxy. I am a little too distracted, I would say… However:
Learned: That a cortisone shot to my left shoulder did the trick. That WordPress forces one to enable third party cookies to open the editor, which kind of pisses me off. That an old friend is now a certified Breathworker. That another old friend has a band called “The Music of Eyelids.” That another old friend is doing better now after having a pretty hard time. That old old friend died in her sleep.
There are things about Haiti that I agree with in this article.
Grateful: for other people being vulnerable and real; for reconnection with old friends; for having developed a personal Ecology of Practices that are written down so I won’t forget them. 3.
Accomplished: Rapid refinements for an 8-page brochure. Second encounter group session. Wrote a text I was putting off writing because it was probably going to end something rather than complete it, which made it harder to write. I am complete with it. Person wrote back. It was the same for him, and not the end. Better to be in communication.
Thinking about: FREEDOM and what I’ve been denying myself. The travel. The eating habits, and too much coffee. Guys named Joe, Ken, Andrew, and Eric. Joe, Ken and Andrew are real. I hope Eric is real. A guy named Benji who is very real.
I am creating a world where people live in natural harmony. My stand is that all of our histories are acknowledged, accepted, and completed. The outcome is that our human family has learned well to listen and love deeply and freely. We have moved beyond our inclinations toward strife with renewed motivation and expanded capability to create our lives. Together, we have achieved the peace and sufficiency we needed and always knew was possible.
I like the sound of this very short one:
Profondeur de L’ame – L’être Las: L’envers Du Miroir ~ Dark Sanctuary
Reading/Listening/Watching right now: It’s pretty random at this point.
Seemings From Before that still seems:
• like the top priority for myself and my health is not really a priority;
• like I am not free – like I’m very not free… when I catch the hardship of another and feel powerless to do anything about it;
• like sometimes, I have no choice—like to get through is to go through;
• like there is a realm of realms I don’t venture to experience;
• like no matter which endeavors I choose, I seem to add a level of complication nobody else would add for design’s sake;
• like some human-caused calamities are being considered acts of god, and some acts of God are being considered man-made;
• like I need to be being a particular way that is [still] invisible to me;
• upon realizing that “I am so loved,” it’s like I DON’T GO THERE;
• like I get thrown back, pulled back, or pushed back, even though I get there is no back;
• like low barometric pressure gives me extra inflammation;
• like there is now so much content churning out about every single thing that someone—anyone—could be interested in that it is pressing my “just give up” button.
A Quote About Help :
“Dwowning people sometimes die fighting their rescuers.”
~ Octavia E. Butler
So Rich! All of it very thoughtful, beingful, and
Distinguished. Like all the seemings!
And yes barometric pressure impacts inflammation. I feel it too. The next few days might be a test. ❤️????????
Thank you for reading me and for your groovy comments. I got your acknowledgment!
Oh, the barometric pressure is a bizarre yet understandable confounder! You’d think low pressure would feel nice, but ugh…