Learned: Some ointments work. MA is enrolled in the idea of coming to SF to study law. Brother still with it. I can shape shift, but it’s shifting from the past to the present shape, not the present shape to the future. Working on that. I am easily triggered to feel disappointed in romance but also get that I am the author of the stories that pop up. If I hurry, this is the [second to the] last “G: Daily Communication.”
3. Ability to make it Fun. Usher shining light on Colin K.’s Intention. Personal Holiday. 3.
Seems: Like if I show up as some kind of homo-erotic Santa, I could work this body. Like it would be dumb not to get into crypto-currency at some level, especially in accepting payment in Bitcoin. Like it’s time to go ahead and intrude, as opposed to being all courteous. Like days go by and with them go many of the stories one makes up in one’s head. Days later, like if I show up as some kind of homo-erotic Santa, I’d be dealing with shame. Like the NEWS is unbelievable.
Habits:
Ask “What if I made this Easy?”
Ask “What if I made this Important?”
Ask “What about this is REHAB?”
▲ Do things you wouldn’t do
▲ CREATE Daily, regular reading time
▲ Create a structure for having days where I don’t buy something.
▲ Read this every day, modify and comment.
▲ Follow up on intended conversations.
▲ Never wear uncomfortable shoes
✔︎ Let go. Make it easy. <<<
✔︎ Lotion & ointment
✔︎ Seek out and pursue opportunities for TRUE REHAB.
✔︎ Find unseen self-portraits and feature them here
✔︎ Look at what I wrote for new habits last time. Copy and paste if you can’t remember.
▲ Allow excitement.
✔︎ Look at Game, calendar daily. DON’T Miss even ONE DAY!
✔︎ Become good at money, numbers and investing just because you can.
✔︎ Have breakfast of what you feel hungry for.
✔︎ Continue to for the National Anthem until the police are sorted. Communicate Clearly what the protest is about.
✔︎ Note: If you start a conversation, have a way to remember that it’s still active.
✔︎ Embrace community
✔︎ Have fun with pictures and words
Accomplished: I took a nap for 1.5 hours. Ate lunch before nap. Had dinner. Updated to new PayPal Debit Card. Cut old card, put 1/2 of it in the trash. Obtained a few kitchen items from the long list. Restored the internal drive on laptop. Getting used to new phone. Got the 2017 donor list to MF. Slept 8+ hours, which almost never happens. Stopped in the space between “bad news” and making light of it, and well, that’s where the suffering lives.
Thinking about: Net Neutrality and how the only companies that can win are the ones who keep it the way it is now. The Bitcoin crypto-currency craze/movement. How storage cube stools with cushy lids could hide a lot of indecision. Some of the core things Werner Erhardt says like it’s all made up.
Q: When and what was the last thing that kind of woke you up and shook you to your core?
My Answer: Nothing new has shook me to the core.
Video: https://vimeo.com/91542638
Reading: “We Were Eight Years in Power – An American Tragedy” by Ta-Nehisi Coates, “Hands of Life” by Julie Motz.