October 12, 2024— I may need to let this blog die after all these years. Everything costs more now, and I don’t think I can continue to sustain it all. My great “for life” deal is ending with the end of i-brave’s life. I refuse to convert to the service that is offering to convert.
Learned: I can enter Twitter and not wade in too far. With hips aligned, lower back still hurts, and it may actually take what my chiropractor prescribes: repetition of realignment.
Grateful: Human connection. Letting go of being unworthy and allowing others to feel the joy of being a contribution. Spinal adjustment after all these years.
Accomplished: Held space for Heart Circle. Found Dr. Fretty after 12 years and accepted his contribution. Got the coaching, Universe…
Thinking about: Winding up the content creation, even though I haven’t really been for a long time.
I am creating a world where people live in natural harmony. My stand is that all of our histories are acknowledged, accepted, and completed. The outcome is that our human family has learned well to listen and love deeply and freely. We have moved beyond our inclinations toward strife with renewed motivation and expanded capability to create our lives. Together, we have achieved the peace and sufficiency we needed and always knew was possible.
I like the sound of this one:
Reading/Listening/Watching right now: I’ve been watching old “Password” gameshow videos, and a Korean horror drama on Netflix that has to do with experimenting on women in the 1940s that resulted in something monstrous. Sorry, can’t remember the name while typing this.
Seemings From Before that still seems:
NEW: like I am losing ground;
• like I have most of it handled, at least what I can see to handle…
• like the top priority for myself and my health is not really a priority;
• like I am not free – like I’m very not free… when I catch the hardship of another and feel powerless to do anything about it;
• like sometimes, I have no choice—like to get through is to go through;
• like there is a realm of realms I don’t venture to experience;
• like no matter which endeavors I choose, I seem to add a level of complication nobody else would add for design’s sake;
• like some human-caused calamities are being considered acts of god, and some acts of God are being considered man-made;
• like I need to be being a particular way that is [still] invisible to me;
• upon realizing that “I am so loved,” it’s like I DON’T GO THERE;
• like I get thrown back, pulled back, or pushed back, even though I get there is no back;
• like low barometric pressure gives me extra inflammation;
• like there is now so much content churning out about every single thing that someone—anyone—could be interested in that it is pressing my “just give up” button.
A Quote About Happiness :
“If you are a taker of happiness you get misery, if you are a giver of happiness you get joy and love.”
~ Sri Sri Ravi Shankar