Learned: It’s over-stimulation that I need to avoid — not stress — which I can control as soon as I notice the signs. JR’s nieces are twins. My mother has shingles. I can easily shop for the ingredients for many more projects than I can get done and should consider letting go of much more than I already have to get free from the having to do them. Entering the wrong info in the field for name of profile will disintegrate mucho. Avoid confusion by using legal name for legal things.
3: Having not much scheduled. Having time to deal with technological breakdowns. Lemons. 3.
Seems: like I say something about doing something creative and then completely forget about it like that’s how I do it. Like it shouldn’t be this way when computery breakdowns happen. Like I am just this close to giving up when a system failure erupts.
New Questions:
“What about this is Strength?”
“What about this is Beauty?”
“What about this is Strength AND Beauty?”
I am loving every bit of life. (Oops, forgot this for a few days…)
Thinking about: Letting some things be the way they are and messing with others. What I could have done differently, but for the future only, not questioning strengths in the past. Changing the Wizard Call to Tuesdays if it works for the Wizards. Timing.
On-purpose ways of being: Intuitive, Radical and Enchanted, while forgiveness, peace, freedom and unconditional love are always available.
Recently Accomplished: Peeled chickpeas for hummus-making. Caused NB to sit up and prep in the kitchen. Hot potato salad. Goulash. Split Pea. Garbage out. Laundry.
New Q: So, what’s been happening in your life this past week?
My Answer: I have realized a new angle to my seemingly messy health. I need to manage stimulation. Over-stimulation is the factor that sends me down, and I was not equating it to stimulation, I was relating to it all as stress as if it all comes from out of nowhere. It feels like an important distinction. So I’ve done some errands and watched some shows, with breaks. Over-stimulation tends to happen on a more extended project, like cooking, eating and cleaning, or showering, dressing and leaving the house all in the same string. I need to plan things more broken up and to keep getting back up with a frequency, so the breaks don’t outweigh the periods of effort.
Strength & Beauty: https://vimeo.com/276640145
Watched: “The Core” and “Suicide Squad” and a bunch of others…
Reading: “Words on the Move” by John McWhorter.
