Learned: We’re on G: Daily Communication now. There’s this new Miller High-Life commercial that came out right on the heels of Charlottesville that uses the old 60’s jingle as sung in the 60’s and I am suspicious that they either are or want to be the official beer of the white supremacy movement.
3. Sufficient registrations for an event that I don’t have to scramble at the end. Being less pestered and obsessed by how many hours of sleep I got. That my beautiful doctor is super-busy and delegating items on the list I sent. 3.
Seems: Like I don’t like to quit on things unfinished, so I’m a hoarder of incomplete projects. Like I love to start something new. Like it’s hard to keep all the varieties of milk we like in just one refrigerator. Like I’m supposed to always come up with three.
New Habit(s) (coming clean): Virtually stuck Take a break. Only drinking things with zero calories, which I never did. Create and use a Sleep Ritual, spotty performance. Record intake – used to, stopped. Plan Ahead – um, sort of in a random way. Healthy Fats – yes, if cocoa butter counts. Smart Carbs (more or less) Lean Protein (at every meal) – I am making it difficult to find/prepare. 5 colors a day. (Who is counting? Not me.) 80% full – never really got this one. Slow down – sure. Make time – I get that. Breathe – try and stop me! Use curly quotes and apostrophes. Okay.
Accomplished: 124 registrations for the men’s gathering. Developed habits and lost some just like a regular human. Left a message for A-B’s doctor to ask her to call him to discuss his coming to the gathering.
Thinking about: If I had a car, I’d drive with the intention of getting lost just for the pleasure of it. How close I am to giving up on my game and just being fat and weak because it is easy, but you know I don’t like quitting on things unfinished. Being a Grown Up. Loving Authenticity
Q: Crap, what was it again? Oh, yeah, what’s something you have to do that you are currently not doing because you don’t want to do it?
My answer is “A lot of things.” It all starts with getting out of bed. I have a habit of staying there next to my pills where it’s safe and warm; where I can indulge the expansion of my highly entertaining interior world.
Video: https://youtu.be/l4IeNGE2qX8
Reading: Not today.