Learned: Special Evening about the Landmark Forum could seem really odd if you had never been to one. They have snacks before the Special Evening now. The Landmark Forum in SF is $730, $200 deposit. The registration manager will play a payment plan game with you if you have money concerns. Larry Pearson is leading the next one, mid-Sept. White supremacy is still a thing.
3. The ability to walk several blocks wearing shoes and sitting in a chair for 3+ hours. That Dragonflies don’t bite people. Being powerful in an area of life despite being powerless in another. 3.
Seems: Like I drank the cool-aid and so did lots of other people. Like I ate the donuts but nobody else did. Everything happens at once. Like I’m just making stuff up. Like I should feel lonely, but I don’t – I feel pestered with too much attention.
New Habit(s): Stop taking a break. Take a break. Only drinking things with zero calories. Create and use a Sleep Ritual. Record intake. Plan Ahead. Healthy Fats. Smart Carbs. Lean Protein (at every meal). 5 colors a day. 80% full. Slow down. Make time. Breathe.
Accomplished: One of my guests registered for the Landmark Forum. He is very excited and already getting the aliveness factor from having registered. I get some aliveness from this. Last Friday CMG reg = 66, today (9 days later) 103.
Thinking about: Sleeping for the rest of the day. When I don’t send something that I say on the day I say it, I think about modifying it on the day I send it to match the story I was telling, but sometimes it’s a pretty good idea to let it ride.
Q: What are you trying to prove, and to whom? (and, what course!?)
Video: https://vimeo.com/229969339 (looks fun, hope it works)
Reading: Nothing specific for the past few days. Scrambling. I can’t do as much as I thought I could.