Fedora and Floppy. Hat Auction at 1:00 p.m. for our Vets.
Learned: Extended family has old listening for me as highly energetic super-artist. Thonger died the same day Dad bought her a Bday card. Uncle John is grappling with 92 probably being his last year, the heart’s worn out. Super-processed fruit-flavored yogurt with sugar is gross should be outlawed. J will do a game with me July—Oct.
3. Only gave 2 last time, but called it 3 with no remorse. That’s 1. That I caused myself to come to this annual event for the first time on its 21st happening. New experiences that normalize relationships. 3. Air Conditioner.
Seems: Like that big drag queen feeling lives in Oregon. Like I’ve been so busy that I couldn’t take very good care of myself. Like manually making art messes with the nervous system. Like I can relate to Ol’ Uncle John better than probably ever.
New Habit(s): That new one I still don’t know yet. Plan Ahead. Healthy Fats. Smart Carbs. Lean Protein (at every meal). 5 colors a day. 80% full. Slow down. Make time. Breathe.
Accomplished: A big 2-sided hand-made sign to wrap John’s “EGGS” sign announcing the Fundraiser Hat Auction For Our Vets. Donation receipts beyond their wildest imaginings. A shower. Summer fake flower arrangement for in front of Aunt Judy’s Fireplace. Re-braided four-day-old hair.
Thinking about: Not walking so much.
Q: Still given it up or renewed suffering?
My A to “Completable easiest”: I’m thinking it’s sugar, but I dunno about easiest. Living out of bed maybe? Sometimes questions I ask you are designed to be answered by you. Okay, got it. Black Cherry Flavored Arrowhead bubbly water. They’re evil.
Video: https://youtu.be/yy7dg-6gO7k
Reading: Same, no progress, heavily social time & graphics production for aunt’s BBQ.